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Comments

Day 235 - Text

[post_proelia_praemia]

[It's ... still kind of weird to think about people being scared for him.]

okay, but

end of the day I'm going to be fine and still an idiot

at what point does Maine realize I'm not worth it.

Day 235 - Text

[pain_train]

orion

stop being stupid

just cause you might think you're not worth it doesn't mean everyone else does

shit you keep hanging around the fucking gimp

Day 235 - Text

[post_proelia_praemia]

[Why is everything so hard to explain. Why is everything so hard to feel.]

I don't think I'm capable of not being stupid.

you've said so yourself, dumb boy.

can't even make use of what I've got.

Re: Day 235 - Text

[pain_train]

there's a difference between being a dumb boy and being stupid

being a dumb boy is like hurfdurfdurf and getting in dumb fights and stuff

being stupid is like projecting your own insecurities on to maine

basically being stupid takes a lot of effort that i think you'd be better off using for fighting or whatever do you see what i mean

Re: Day 235 - Text

[post_proelia_praemia]

[Projecting his own insecurities

That's basically all it was, wasn't it? This wasn't at all about Maine but more Orion and how he felt about Maine.] I just. He's important to me and I want him to, I dunno ... be proud of me?

Day 235 - Text

[pain_train]

well yeah i think everyone feels that way about the people they like right

but you're a soldier which means you're human and bleed you're not a robot

so basically people make mistakes and maine knows people fuck up and if that does make him like you less than he's a jackass and i don't think he's that kind of jackass.

[Hell, Maine seems to like her okay. He can't be that picky.]

but anyway let maine worry about maine be yourself and work hard and everything will be okay <3 people like you cause you're awesome

Re: Day 235 - Text

[post_proelia_praemia]

guess I'm just not feeling too awesome right now.

Day 235 - Text

[pain_train]

don't think anyone's really the best judge of how awesome they are

Day 235 - Text

[post_proelia_praemia]

well there we go i'm just being normal.

Day 235 - Text

[pain_train]

doesn't mean it's good to beat yourself up over something that you shouldn't :P

if people normally do a stupid thing it's still stupid