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She offers him a little smile. "Worth it." Of course he's worth a little awkwardness and discomfort. More than worth it. She strokes his thumb slowly with hers. "Zen hugs, North."

Fuck, she hates being stuck like this. It's so much helplessness. Her smile goes wry. "Throw some zen hair petting in there too. You look like you could use it."

That remark manages to wring a ghost of a smile out of him. "I accept," he says. He can just picture it, too, leaning against her shoulder as she strokes his head.

Now is the worst possible moment to think about her conversation with Tex, particularly the bit that involved dragging North off somewhere by the hair. So of course that's what she thinks about. Oh goddammit, Tex. Not the mental place to go when this poor guy just got horrible news and they're just friends, dammit, she's enjoying just having a friend to begin with and not worrying about all the other stuff until she can do more than wiggle her fingers.

She squeezes his hand, and of all annoying things, actually blushes. When did she start blushing about stuff? She never blushed about anything on that spectrum before. Well, the problem is that she likes North a lot and really doesn't want to screw this up. Fuck.

(Or not fuck as the case may be shit shit shit, this is super inappropriate, Wrath, stop it!)

She does her best to pretend that everything is just fine and maybe he won't notice or will be polite enough to pretend he doesn't. "Good. I'll add it to my to-do list for when I'm out of traction. I already owe you like four hugs, plus interest."

He sniffs a little and rubs his face before his demeanor seems to relax. Teasing with her is nice; it's the highlight of his days now since they've started. "I wasn't going to charge interest, but now that you bring it up..."

Oh thank god. She can roll with this. "Hey, what? No! No, that's not fair. That needed to be... uh... Negotiated beforehand. Yeah!" She grins, tugging on his hand. "Maybe I just said a dumb thing because I'm weak with hunger."

There is still that danish. And it makes for an awesome distraction, right?

"It was your idea." His smiles are still gentler than they would be normally but the words are just as mischievous. "One extra hug for every time you twist your wrist, you fiend. Don't do that, you'll mess up your arm."

"What? No! No that's not fair!" Though she's laughing through her protests.

If you really want her to hold still, North, this is probably not the way to do it.

"Does there need to be a scoreboard now? How many hugs does Wrath owe North?"

"There's a page for notes in the medical records on the datapad," he teases. "I'll just fill it with tally marks."

"That's really not fair! What if you cheat?" Not that she thinks for one second that he would. It's just part of the teasing.

It's good to laugh, really. They both need it.

He grins. "If I cheat?"

Theatrical gasp. "You jerk!"

Probably would be more convincing if she wasn't still holding his hand and stroking his fingers with her thumb.

"I know, it's so unfair. I guess it's just a burden you'll have to bear since it'd be too hard to prove something in a court of law."

"Maybe I know vicious, trained attack lawyers. With machetes."

Yep just made that up on the spot. She sticks her tongue out at him.

"Lucky for me I have a two-handed sword." He glances over at the tray table. "How's breakfast sound now, hm? Still want the juice first?"

"Makes you slow," she taunts.

Speed has always been her advantage.

She considers her stomach, how things are. She has more distance from her own fright. "I think actually... I think I can manage real food now. There's been enough time."

"I'm only slow because I need practice," he says, not bothering to deny it. He was an expert in sniping, not melee.

He nods and turns to grasp the danish with the wax paper that's in the sack and brings it over to her. "I don't have a spoon to feed you with, so we'll have to be more careful about the crumbs." He cups his other hand under her chin and holds the danish up for her to take a bite.

"Eating a danish with a spoon would be weird anyway." It just... Would be. Like eating cookies with a spoon. "I won't tell who did it if there are crumbs."

She still has no idea what the real concern is, there. Gloriously clueless.

She does her best not to make a mess anyway. For what it's worth, considering danishes tends to be petty flaky. Good thing North has big hands. Though there's something decidedly odd about having his hand right there. Odd, but also a little nice.

"I'm not supposed to give you stuff like this," he admits. "The pie was even stretching it." This is outright breaking it. But he's being damn careful.

"Hospitals have stupid rules." She rolls her eyes. "I'm the one that would have to lay in the crumbs anyway. I figure, I could..." Get taken. Forget. Be unmade. "...die any time. I don't want my last meal to be something terrible if there isn't a tomorrow."

He throws the handful of crumbs away. "We just have to be careful." He doesn't want to concern her with the actual reasoning.

He can't deny her other statement. From the way Whiskey talks, anyway, things really are that delicate. "I still have to make you soup. It'll probably be later in the evening tomorrow. I'm on duty during the day."

"Yes, dad," she says in a taunting sing-song.

Because yeah, definitely not feeling all that familial toward him. Dammit, Tex.

She grins. "Soup! I can't wait for it. I've wanted soup forever... Oh, see, now I'm jealous. You get to go to work tomorrow." Her smile has a wry moment before becoming enthusiastic again. "Still mostly just training since you're in your first month?"

He grins, cleaning off her chin before getting the milk and straw. "That's right, that's the kind of authority I have over you in these situations, so don't you forget it."

"The soup will be good, so you can look forward to it," he says. Even though he's never made that kind. He has a way of adapting to recipes he's not used to.

"Just training on the sword. The rest of the time I'm training others, or recommending them for discharge."

"Good thing I'm in traction so you can't spank me."

... Oh god that did just come out of her mouth subject change, subject change!

"I'd say everything you make is good but you keep telling me I should reserve judgment. So I'll just have to wait for more evidence."

... Discharging? She frowns thoughtfully. "...what's the boss up to?"

So much innuendo between them. He grins to himself and blinks away from her for just a moment. "I've never made dumpling soup," he explains. "But I've made other kinds. I'm not guaranteeing you'll like it, but you should."

"I can't talk about what Commander Victor's up to," he says, "mainly because I haven't been let in on details yet. But everything is working toward strengthening the forces."

"Soup isn't hard, is it?" She has no idea. She doesn't cook. "I bet I will. I don't know why I want that soup so much... It just sounds so good. And I've never found a take out place where it tastes right."

So the commander is playing things close. That some seems... Weird. "Strengthening?" But didn't he say they were discharging people? "Who are you turfing, then?"

She hopes her platoon is okay.

Edited 2014-11-05 19:16 (UTC)

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