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Re: 196 evening, text

[post_proelia_praemia]

not really. But I understand myself a little better, so at least there's that?

So I still think North's a dummy for breaking up with you and I still feel bad that I can't help you out but it turns out I really like someone else and I just realized it about ten minutes ago.

Someone I have 0% chance with, so pretty much a lose/lose situation over here.

Re: 196 evening, text

[pain_train]

yeah that sure can't hurt

i'm not a good person for him so it is what it is right and i'm not a good person for you either which is fine don't feel bad

like a crush?

[... So he has to have a crush on someone? Weird. She'd really liked North, of course, but that has basically come after the part where she'd wanted to get her fuck on. The only person she's attracted to where that hasn't really been the case is Maine, save she puts that down more to the fact that for the first boy of knowing him she'd thought she would be his CO, which put him in the Do Not Fuck box. It's actually kind of... weird to be as close to sometime as she is to Maine.]

that really sucks. who? like did they tell you to fuck off already or something? or would it be weird to tell me idk how this stuff works

Re: 196 evening, text

[post_proelia_praemia]

definitely a crush. thing is I don't think telling him would do anything but make things worse.

I mean, I could tell you, how well can you keep a secret? you know him, though, dunno if that would make you feeel weird.

Re: 196 evening, text

[pain_train]

dude just fucking tell him the worst he can do is say thanks but no thanks right hopefully without freaking and yelling about it :p

I think the world would be a zillion times better if people would just fucking say what they think

okay tbh i an not good at secrets when it's not mission related because i think secrets are really dumb so you probably don't want to tell me cause i might also forget but now i want to guess so i probably shouldn't do that either i don't know that many guys that you also know

Re: 196 evening, text

[post_proelia_praemia]

Okay, tell him, but don't tell you. Got it.

[His stomach drops a little at the idea of telling Maine that.]

I don't have to tell him immediately, though, right? I can take some time to build up the courage?

Re: 196 evening, text

[pain_train]

i don't get why that takes courage but i guess you have to do what you're okay doing? i mean it's your love life not mine and looking at mine you probably don't want to take my advice anyway right

196 evening, text

[post_proelia_praemia]

takes courage because I suck at these things. what if he rejects me and then I gotta deal with that all day everyday and what if he thinks I'm weird and stops talking to me you know. If he doesn't know we still hang out.

Re: 196 evening, text

[pain_train]

rejection isn't the same as "hates me forever" or we wouldn't be taking right now, dummy. if the guy gets that weird about shit you seriously do not want to be his friend let alone fuck him multiple times anyway, so saves you from getting stuck around some jerk-ass. like seriously do you even like people that are that mean and/or dumb?

Re: 196 evening, text

[post_proelia_praemia]

[Slight pause.]

you've got a point. but, he can be kind of mean; it's part of his charm.

Re: 196 evening, text

[pain_train]

mean like in a happy kinky way or mean in like i should worry about your self esteem and it's time to sit down and have real talk

Re: 196 evening, text

[post_proelia_praemia]

happy kinky way, pretty sure.

[Because shit he still knew fuckall about relationships.]

Re: 196 evening, text

[pain_train]

if it's happy kinky mean then you're still fine cause happy kinky mean isn't total asshole mean

196 evening, text

[post_proelia_praemia]

Yeah. You're right. okay so I'll tell him and let you know what happens.

just, don't expect it to be quick.

Re: 196 evening, text

[pain_train]

dude your love life not mine up to you when you want to get your fuck on our whatever i'm cheering for you either way

Re: 196 evening, text

[post_proelia_praemia]

Baby steps, here. ;)

How's your day been?

Re: 196 evening, text

[pain_train]

same old same old working on some sketches and randomly falling asleep because julien put me on another round of muscle relaxants

oh and got presents to wrap hehehe :3

Bothari still being hell on wheels?

Re: 196 evening, text

[post_proelia_praemia]

Presents? Did I miss someone's birthday?

And yes. I can't wait to meet the Kinder, Fluffier Bothari that people seem to remember.

Re: 196 evening, text

[pain_train]

nah i just saw a cool thing on the network and bought one and then thought hey everyone should get a toy if i get a toy so it's fun but i'm not telling you any more about it!

bothari's awesome he likes me a lot but that's cause i punched him in the balls once and then we had pie those were good times

Re: 196 evening, text

[post_proelia_praemia]

Aw! You're too kind! I look forawrd to finding out what it is! :D

So you're saying I should punch him in the balls and then get him pie ... ?

Re: 196 evening, text

[pain_train]

yay!

i dunno if it would work so well for you cause you're cute but you're not cute as hell maybe when you're a lieutenant you can do it

Re: 196 evening, text

[post_proelia_praemia]

Reach lieutenant, then punch Bothari. You're the best, Wrath!

Re: 196 evening, text

[pain_train]

just doing my best to help! o7