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More of an ass than usual. [Admit it Orion part of it has to do with getting your damn self bit.]

no need to throw me a party or anything :p

like how describe this i don't actually believe it's possible cause he's a big dumb boy it's part of his charm

why not i'm happy for you getting laid is awesome!!!!

He got mad at me for a thing and

you know what nevermind it's stupid

they feeding you alright over there?

what'd he get mad at you for he doesn't get mad for nothing at all even if he gets mad about dumb things some times look you guys shouldn't be fighting more do i have to punch you both in the dick

yeah okay i guess not really hungry much most of the time but they give us chow and it's not bad

it's dumb don't worry about it

you should eat. food is good!

well it's not like i'm doing anything else i want to know what's going on to you guys and if it's just stupid why don't you wanna tell me

i already know you're both dumb boys :P

yeah i guess you know it's just not fun to eat when you're sick or you want something else

what's happening is killling things and exploring things and getting attacked and shit

yeah yeah I get it I can't do anything right

just, continue to get better okay

that sounds super fun you should tell me more about that

what no that isn't what i said what's your problem

definitely!

I got bit okay it's not fun I don't wan tto talk about it

[Someone is super-embarassed]

bit by what

but you're immune so you're okay right you didn't have to like cut your arm off or whatever

where did you get bit

just get better okay

seriously orion not telling me isn't gonna do anything but make me wonder how bad it is that you don't wanna tell me you realize that right

like shit happens what's the deal

ask maine. he'll probably want someone to commiserate about my extreme ineptitude

so what's the difference if maine tells me or if you tell me?

you're being weird :P

if maine tells you i don't have to and can continue to pretend nothing happened

that doesn't make any sense

cause then he already knows and i would know so you want us to pretend nothing happened when it's obviously bothering you this much???

we'd have to be shitty friends

[Yeah, Orion, why are you so bothered by this? There's a lengthy pause as he sighs heavily to himself, debates, and then types.]

Let my guard down. One got on my head, tried to pull my helmet off. Bardo. Maine came in and just. fucking decimated the thing, but not before it bit my arm.

i'm fine, but.

god maine's going to think i'm such a loser.

Edited 2015-06-08 00:29 (UTC)

yeah and maine got shot by a sniper once so i punched him in the dick

like this is the thing okay

soldiers fight but we're not fucking robots right we're still in meat suits when you come down to it and shit happens fighting is dangerous and you get hurt maine's got his ass hurt in dumb ways too so have i the important part is that you made it through and you're immune so you're not gonna get sick like me

and if we're teasing you and you're mad about it then you're alive and not that hurt right right so

so the way it works is that we give you shit about it because we're actually worried about you and stuff that's what it means like serious if we didn't give a shit you wouldn't get teased it's because we're scared and there's too much hurfdurf to let ourselves seem scared so instead we're just assholes about it being scared is scary and we like have to keep our heads in the game right right

Edited 2015-06-08 00:34 (UTC)

[It's ... still kind of weird to think about people being scared for him.]

okay, but

end of the day I'm going to be fine and still an idiot

at what point does Maine realize I'm not worth it.

orion

stop being stupid

just cause you might think you're not worth it doesn't mean everyone else does

shit you keep hanging around the fucking gimp

[Why is everything so hard to explain. Why is everything so hard to feel.]

I don't think I'm capable of not being stupid.

you've said so yourself, dumb boy.

can't even make use of what I've got.

there's a difference between being a dumb boy and being stupid

being a dumb boy is like hurfdurfdurf and getting in dumb fights and stuff

being stupid is like projecting your own insecurities on to maine

basically being stupid takes a lot of effort that i think you'd be better off using for fighting or whatever do you see what i mean

[Projecting his own insecurities

That's basically all it was, wasn't it? This wasn't at all about Maine but more Orion and how he felt about Maine.] I just. He's important to me and I want him to, I dunno ... be proud of me?

well yeah i think everyone feels that way about the people they like right

but you're a soldier which means you're human and bleed you're not a robot

so basically people make mistakes and maine knows people fuck up and if that does make him like you less than he's a jackass and i don't think he's that kind of jackass.

[Hell, Maine seems to like her okay. He can't be that picky.]

but anyway let maine worry about maine be yourself and work hard and everything will be okay <3 people like you cause you're awesome

guess I'm just not feeling too awesome right now.

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